2011 Resolution

I was watching something earlier this evening that joked about falling in love and spending all their time at the gym trying to look good. I don't even remember what I was watching, but I remember those days. 

I remember those early days of love/lust when I worked out everyday, drank slim fast, ate salads, stood up straighter, took time to go to the tanning bed, fixed my hair and make up all to look my best. I wanted to look my best.

Unfortunately, I have not been with anything like that in a while. Some days I am willing to say that perhaps I am depressed. Some days I just feel I have given up on love and finding MY special person.

But, 2011 started a little bit ago and I just realized something very, very important. 

I need to have that love affair with ME! I need to fall in love with myself again. Take that time for ME. Look at myself with the pride that I have wanted others to look at me.

That is my 2011 resolution. I will love me. Take care of me. Take time for me.